Sorry for the disappearance since March. I was pregnant and hormonal and going through ups and downs with my bf…
I had a high risk pregnancy until about 30 weeks and let me say that I worried about everythaaannngggg!!
When I didn’t feel the same movements from baby as usual I went to the hospital a week before my scheduled c-section. He was fine and I was actually contracting without knowing or feeling it!
Now I may or may not have mentioned it, but I had a daughter born 22 weeks Sept 4th 2017 and she passed Sept 11th 2017….emergency c section.
I had major baby fever after and wanted a baby to hold so I wanted to try again and that I did!
My handsome baby boy was born June 21st at 4:33pm. So precious ❤ (Pics maybe laterrr)
He is 4 months now and a mommy’s boy!!! I LOOOVVVEEEE IT!!! It’s part from breastfeeding, part from holding him all the time which is why he is all up on mommy! Hehe
The best times are the snuggles! We started with tummy cuddles and now we co-sleep. I missed placing him on my tummy and falling asleep like that at 1st but now co-sleeping is easier!
Dad works and hardly participated but it wasn’t until recently that I make him little by little by going to the store and getting my hair done. BUT he works so I accept it as Im not working right now.
Dad has finally bonded and now our son loves him and cries for him sometimes (but loves me more)
Our relationship has gotten better. We don’t argue, we are understanding each other. I didn’t have much of a sex drive at 1st. I was allll baby & I’m sure my mothers out there can relate. Now it is creepin back slowly and YES I’M ON BIRTH CONTROL! Noneed for another too soon and I like having my body back (just not the boobs, those are his) Everything is falling into place. Maybe it’s the baby 😁.
His name is Junior *nickname* (He’s named after his father)
I am also taking 1 online class at a time at Southern New Hampshire University!! Master’s in English Creative Writing! (I’ll discuss in New Post)
I miss my bloggers soooo much! I’ll try to be more active now that I have energy :P.
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