Omgosh you don’t even understand how happy I am to see 2017!!
So what I’m 4 month and some weeks late. 😛
I’m sure you seen this allll over social media but it was sooooo my life!
I talked a little or a lot about certain resolutions but chose to just let 2017 go with the flow.
I am aiming for better than last yr.
2016 flew by but also took me thru all hell!!
I am proud of who I’ve because I found the growth within me.
27 is reaching upon me shortly and I can only hope I get better with age!
But seriously, I need a redo!
2017 started with such a headache, all I wanted to do was press the rewind button
Nothing but constant arguing and stress.
This year I aim to achieve more and find more of myself that is not already discovered.
I need a mental checkout….where no one or nothing affects how I feel.
I need to become NUMB, which is hard to do.
2017 has already reached its 4th month and for ME, has NOT been a good start or continuation.
Here I am begging WordPress for a redo! lol
Because I can’t actually start the year over….
I think I know when I reached my limit on many things and continue to know as such.
In relationships I know when to press the END button instead of the RECHARGE button.
It is very high risk to be my age and feel like I am about to have a heart attack.
You know how you never experienced a certain side of you until someone brings it out of you?
Welcome to my life.
It IS NOT OKAY!
I feel like I am surrounded by demons. I need a cleanse and the only way to do that is….
Well I won’t talk about it just yet but I will when I have successfully accomplished it.
Let’s just say it will make me feel sooooo much more FREE within myself.
Nooo I will not commit suicide like Hannah did in 13 Reasons Why (Netflix series)
I will just make some life adjustments so stay tuned 🙂
2017 is a year all about me.
As I should ;). I am doing more self reflecting, things that make me happy, working on less arguing, attempt to go to the gym soon, reading, definitely more writing for my books and blogging because I been slackin in that department due to life!
I guess I already am on a redo, I just have to stay committed!
Definitely going to be more motivational before my birthday comes!!!!!
All the things in 2016 I said I would not do in 2017, happened to come about, but it is okay because I am entitled to mistakes….
As I am writing this let me add I am up at 3:30am because I made one of those mistakes again as I been doing since the year started….
Want to know what that is?
Yeah you do….
It’s arguing!!! Yelling and talking at my bf as he was doing to me.
A work in progress
Here is to 2017 fuck ups already!
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